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Mon, 30 May 2005 02:00:44 GMT

so far this weekend has been wonderful. i have hung out wtih kass every day so far and it is wonderful. she is my bestfriend and i love her so much. jamie is gone and i miss her. it woulda been cool to hang out wtih both of them but that will have to be done when jamie gets back.
Friday-went to the beach wtih debbie. saw Kc there witch was good cuz i didnt think i was gnana see him that nite. then came home and kass and danni came over. we went over to nicks when debbie left. had a good time. came home around 1 ish i think. and talked to kc on the phone tell we both passed out. it was good. weird talk tho lol. woke up at 7 45 and made cup cakes with kass and danni. i love haning out wtih danni. i miss her. we attemped to tan on my roof but only lasted a half hour. lol
danni went home and cont. the day with kassi.. kc picked us up around 9 and we were going to go to the caravil but ppl were being dumb and decieded they didnt want to go. so we just went to the ranch. it was lame cuz i was excited. owell. then we all went to nicks house hung out there. kc left around 11. and we all ust stayed the nite there. and today well its sunday and kc is ganna come over. i miss him. i need to snuggle with my snukums haha! so we are ganna hang out for awhile and then i think meet up wtih derek robert and kassi and maybe casey. it shall be a good time. we mite go to the carvail if i am lucky! haha. ill write more when the weekend ends. everyone have fun and be safe.
<love3

what a good day.

Wed, 25 May 2005 03:29:30 GMT

so i come home from school..and i see i have a missed call.. i call it back and its Greg from papa murphys. i talk to him and i find out i got the job!! i start tomarrow! i am soo excited. Julie and Lanie both work there and so does Jared.its ganna be fun! i cant wait. then i go to get the mail and see i didnt get any d's or f's. so that made my day also good. then i talked to kc for a while. he is wonderul. always brings a smile to my face. and me and kass had a wonderful convo. she mite work at chucky cheese! how cool would that be. man my idol right there. well this weekend should be good i got a few plans goin on.

have a nice day!
<3

Tue, 24 May 2005 01:41:20 GMT

so i saw josie today at school..even tho we arnt close at all and i only really talked to her in health last sem.it was soo good to see her. she is so beautiful. and so sweet. i am happy she is ok.
i cant wait for this hole 4 day weekend to begian. exciting!! i think we mite go camping or somthing. i dunno whats going on but i am pumped. i am hoping to get a job at papa murphys just waiting for them to call. *wish me luck* haha. i need a job badly.
well just wanted to update a lil bit.
have a nice day.
<3

I love..

Fri, 20 May 2005 23:34:04 GMT

I love my girls.
i love those boys.
i love my bed.
i love my room
i love my house.
i love food.
i love drinks.
i love my cell phone.
i love flowers.
i love perfume.
i love money.
i love new clothes.
i love pictures.
i love kisses
i love hugs.
i love my brother.
i love my family.
i love pink.
i love music.
i love make-up.
i love movies.
i love snuggling.
i love being with him.
i love you!

haha got bored so made a list.

Sat, 14 May 2005 21:10:21 GMT

What is your name? Crystal
Are you named after anyone? Nope
What's your screename? ratiug32adnama
Would you name a child of yours after you? no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? Ryan Patrick
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? Vassa
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? just my last name..willy, wiley, whatever though
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? hell no, my last name is tight

Basics
Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single? yah 4 right now
If not, do you want to be? not really
Birthdate: August 3
Your age: 16
Age you act: Probably like 15
Age you wish you were: 17
Your height: 5'6
Eye color: brown
Happy with it? Sure
Hair color: blonde w. brown
Happy with it? yah i might change it tho
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: dad and brother
Your family: mom,dad,2 bothers, sister
Have any pets? Dog
Whats your job? i dont have one
Piercings? my ears but i dont wear earings.
Tattoos? Nope.
Obsessions? Mary Kate and Ashley Olson
Addictions? Caprisuns
Do you speak another language? nope
Have a favorite quote? cant say i do
Do you have a webpage? just livejournal

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment? i try to
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yah i think so
Do you have any secrets? yeah, doesnt everyone
Do you hate yourself? sometimes
Do you like your handwriting? sometimes
Do you have any bad habits? not that i can think of
What is the compliment you get from most people? they like my hair
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? My real life
What's your biggest fear? Someone i love getting hurt or dying.
Can you sing? nope
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? i dont thnk so
Are you a loner? sometimes not alot tho.
What are your ..1 priorities in life? family and friends
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? probably
Are you a daredevil? nope
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? not being able to tell ppl how i really feel.
Are you passive or agressive? both
Do you have a journal? nope
What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength- helping ppl feel better Weakness- getting hurt or sad
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? proably my body.
Do you think you are emotionally strong? no, i hate showing my emotions tho
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Yep
Do you think life has been good so far? things go bad but then go up so yah its been good
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? dont become what u dont want to be.
What do you like the most about your body? my arms
And least? thighs
Do you think you are good looking? sometimes
Are you confident? sometimes
What is the fictional character you are most like? i dont know
Are you perceived wrongly? yeah

Do You...
Smoke? nope
Do drugs? nope
Read the newspaper? nope
Pray? yes
Go to church? yes
Talk to strangers who IM you? yah
Sleep with stuffed animals? nope
Take walks in the rain? sometimes
Talk to people even though you hate them? yeah
Drive? nope scared to
Like to drive fast? when other ppl are its fun

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? haha i guess so
Hurt yourself? no
Been out of the country? yup
Eaten something that made other people sick? yah
Been in love? i dont think so
Done drugs? nope
Gone skinny dipping? yes
Had a medical emergency? yes
Had surgery? nope
Ran away from home? nope
Played strip poker? nope
Gotten beaten up? nope
Beaten someone up? well me and kass do hit for hit if that counts haha
Been picked on? yeah
Been on stage? nope
Slept outdoors? Yeah
Thought about suicide? no
Pulled an all nighter? yah
If yes, what is your record? 1 day
Gone one day without food? no
Talked on the phone all night? yup
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? of course
Slept all day? yeah
Killed someone? no
Made out with a stranger? yup
Had sex with a stranger? no
Thought you're going crazy? once or twice
Kissed the same sex? yeah
Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
Been betrayed? Yes..
Had a dream that came true? yeah
Broken the law? yah
Met a famous person? yeah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? nope
On purpose? nope
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yeah
Stolen anything? nope
Been on radio/tv? Radio
Been in a mosh-pit? Nope
Had a nervous breakdown? yes
Bungee jumped? nope
Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets? nope
Miracles? Yes
Astrology? Yes
Magic? Yes
God? yes
Satan? nope
Santa? o yes
Ghosts? sometimes
Luck? yes
Love at first sight? its never happend to me so not yet
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? Yes
Witches? No
Easter bunny? no cuz they never brought me nething
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? Yes, if you really want to
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? That would be sweet
Do you wish on stars? Yes

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? yes
Do you think God has a gender? yes
Do you believe in organized religion? Sure
Where do you think we go when we die? heaven

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes
Who is your best friend? KASSI. i love her
Who's the one person that knows most about you? Kassi
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? Fallow ur heart and do what u want to do.
Your favourite inside joke? "i am going to CABO"...I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF..haha cori!!
Thing you're picked on most about? just being dumb
Who's your longest known friend? Jeff
Newest? Cori,Debbie,Julie,Lanie,Crystal
Shyest? Lanie
Funniest? Kassi and Cori
Sweetest? Kassi or Crystal
Closest? Kassi
Weirdest? Julie, but i love her
Smartest? Debbie
Ditziest? Crystal or debbie
Friends you miss being close to the most? Jessica
Last person you talked to online? Danni!
Who do you talk to most online? Probably Kc or Chris
Who are you on the phone with most? Kassi or Anthony
Who do you trust most? Kassi or Jamie
Who listens to your problems? Kassi and Jamie
Who do you fight most with? noone
Who's the nicest? they are all nice
Who's the most outgoing? Cori
Who's the best singer? Danni
Who's on your shit-list? not to many ppl
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? No
Who's your second family? my friends
Do you always feel understood? no
Who's the loudest friend? depends on what we are doing. they are all equally load lol
Do you trust others easily? No
Who's house were you last at? dont even remember everyone usually comes to mine
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Kc
Do your friends know you? yes
Friend that lives farthest away: Lanie

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? Never
What do you find romantic? cuddling, saying sweet things,flowers!
Turn-on? Body, sence of humor, personality, looks
Turn-off? Being uptight, doesnt understand you, stuck up
First kiss? James
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? Bad but i would make sure they knew how i felt
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them ? Yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out? No, I could care less
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? No idea. But, I hope....
What is best about the opposite sex? They can be sweet, make u feel good about youself, want to be wtih you.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? all they want is play so u dont kno if they really like u or if they just want that
What do you hate more, when they use you for sex or take you for granted? If they used me for sex.
What's the last present someone gave you? dont even remember
Are you in love? no
Do you consider your significant other hot? Of course!

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? dunno
You wanted to kill? i dont want to kill neone.
That you laughed at? Kc
That laughed at you? probably Kc or Kass
That turned you on? ....hahha
You went shopping with? Kassi Cori Matt
That broke your heart? Josh
To disappoint you? my mom.
To ask you out? that hasnt happend for a while..
To make you cry? my mom
To brighten up your day? Kass,Jamie,Kc,Chris basically neone that i love!
That you thought about? Kc
You saw a movie with? Kc debbie robert cori brett
You talked to on the phone? Kass
You talked to through IM/ICQ? DDDDDANNI
You saw? Kc debbie cori brett robert
You lost? my grandpa

Right This Moment...
Are you going out? in a while i think i mite be
Will it be with your significant other? quite possible
Or some random person? no
What are you wearing right now? sweats and a sweatshirt
Body part you're touching right now: my neck, it iched
What are you worried about right now? my mom..
What book are you reading? im not reading one
What's on your mousepad? DELL
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling? Lazy, Bored, Happy, Tired,Cunfy
Are you bored? Yes
Are you tired? Yes
Are you talking to anyone online? noppe i am away
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? No
Are you lonely or content? well kinda both lol
Are you listening to music? yes. country!

Tue, 10 May 2005 21:53:43 GMT

» information «
1.first name: Crystal

2.middle name: Marie

3.last name:Smith

4.mothers name: Carol

5.fathers name : Brad

6.sisters name : Amiee

7.brothers name :Mark, Erik

8.age : 16

9.best friends name: Kassi!!!

10.pets name: Max

11.how many alive grandparents do you have : 3
» qirl stuff «
12. do you wear alot of black eyeliner: not to much

13. would you label your self as a prep : i soppose so.

14. would you label yourself as a punk: nope

15. do you hate posers: nope

16. would you call yourself a poser: no

17. would you say your girly: haha i guess

18. what is your favorite brand of lip gloss: um.. i like chapstick

19. eyeshadow: i don't wear it

20. blush / foundation: foundation.

21. do you prefer tampons or pads: definately tampons

22. bra size: wouldn't you like to know

23. what is your typical hairdo: straight or curly.

24. describe your typical outfit: jeans, shirt, belt, overcoat

25. do you prefer jeans or a skirt: jeans...
» relationships «
26. about how many relationships have you been in: dont remember

27. do you have a boyfriend: nope but i will soon i think.

28. do you prefer passionate kissing or simple pecks: i like em both

29. do you prefer anal or oral sex: oral

30. do you prefer short term or long term relationship: long ones are nice.

31. brown or blonde haired boys? that doesn't matter to me

32. tall or short: tall

33.abercrombie boys or hollister boys: Either

34. which celebrity are you convinced your going to marry: if i was a lez. i would go for mary kate or ashley olson.

35. what is the longest relationship you ever had: 5th grade..jeff dean. 1 1/2 yr. i think..

36. have you ever broke down in tears over stupid boy: yup but i try not to.

37. have you ever been dumped ? yea

38. ever had your heart broken? yes

39. ever broken a heart? dunno..

which friend is the .. «
40. quietest: dunno

41. one with the best skin : Danni!

42. one who says the funniest things: Danni

43. ditsiest: Kassi

44. most likely to become rich: Cori

45. most likely to become a prostitute: Kassi lol

46. richest: Cori

47. ugliest: I don't have ugly friends

48. most boy crazy: Debbie

* musiiq and entertainmentt «
49. best rapper: dunno

50. best hip hop: dunno

51. best pop singer: Natilie

52. best rock band: i hate rock.

53. best horror movie: The Grudge

54. best comedy film: the girl next door

55. best action film: ladder 49

56. favorite movie theatre: Woodinville

57. favorite soapopera: dont watch em

58. favorite drama series: nope.

59. favorite cartoon: rocket power

60. favorite actor and actress: dont kno..

* appearance «
61. eye color: brown

62. hair color: blonde and brown

63. skin tone: uhh kinda tan

64. do you wear a lot of makeup: nope

65. do you have highlights? yes blonde

66. how often do you get your hair done? when i need it..

67. about how tall are you? 5'6

68. about how much do you weigh? not telling

69. would you consider yourself pretty? In some ways i guess

70. do you feel ugly at times: yah

71. do guys give you attention because of your looks: probably

» food «
72. favorite brand of macaroni and cheese: Kraft

73. favorite cereal: Lucky Charms

74. favorite restaurant:Red Robin

75. favorite diner: sandwitches

76. favorite coffee: dont like coffee

77. favorite ice cream flavor: choc. mint

78. favorite gum: Orbit

79. favorite kind of cookie:choc. chip or sugar

80. favorite type of food: chicken!

» shoppiing «
81. favorite mall: Alderwood

82. favorite clothing store: Forever 21

83. favorite department store: Bon

84. favorite makeup store: Fred myer!

85. last item you purchased: shirts

86. last time you were at the mall: Yesterday

87. favorite purse brand: Guess

88. people you last went to the mall with: Kassi, Cori, Matt

89. favorite person to shop with: Kassi, Danni, Cori, Debbie, Crystal, Jamie

90. amount spent on last shopping outing: 47

* right now you're .. «
91. listening to: 50 cent

92. watching: nothing

93. wearing: White sweatshirt, blue sweats

94. eating: soup

95. thinking: about him.

96. talking to: no one

97. saying: I want u..haha

98. wishing: i could be with him right now..

99. drinking: Caprisun

100. happy that this survey is over? sure

wonderful night

Sun, 08 May 2005 20:38:19 GMT

I went with my mom and her new boyfriend type guy..to dinner and mark came to. that was fun. it was good seeing her. and for once she wasnt to drunk. that was really cool. Me and mark played a few video games..and then after dinner we went and picked up debbie. my mom dropped us back off here..and we went to sids and got cake mix and stuff to make a cake for her mom. Debbie is one creative person. haha. we were in my room and we were moving my bed back to its origanal place and all the suddent the roller things broke! so we tried taking it out but we couldnt. so we waited for Kc to come over and help. he came over and laughed at us but then he helped. cori came not to much longer after that..and we got all our blankets and stuff ready for when we were gnana sleep on the matts. we went and saw chris at like 11 cuz we had to leave my house. we were at chris's for like an hour or so. then we went and got energy drinks at QFC. so we went to the matts. and hung out there and then stayed the nite there. i loved it i tohught it was soo much fun!!! hanging out wtih kc was alot of fun to. one of the best nites i have ever had. i kept getting cramps tho like in my feet and in my leg. it was weird. but then kc was being the nice guy that he is and would rub those bitches out haha. then we fell asleep. it was cool cuddling with him. well we woke up went to my house and then went to my church and ate breakfest. it was hella good. now i am at home and i am ganna go to the mall with the ladies.
<3

Fri, 06 May 2005 01:16:24 GMT

well today was shit i would have to say. go another saturday school.. got in a fight with a teacher. barely saw kc. and it just wasnt a good day. Kassi wrote me a note tho..and it made a lot of sence. it was DEEP haha.. well she was saying how why care what ppl say about u, and who cares how they feel about u, and just fuck em if they judge u and dont like u for u. bcuz if u look around u have ur real friends that dont care about that shit. and she is right. completely right. but yet ppl still care.. like me. i hate when ppl talk about me. i want ppl to like me for me and if they dont it bothers me. but from that note i was thinking.. she is right and i shouldnt care. Well tomarrow deb me and cori are sopposed to hang out..and hopefully i will get to hang out wtih that special boy. yesterday i was thinking alot.. tears came and everything. i was thinking about everything in the past with me and him. and i was wondering why i was hanging on. like i was waiting for something..and i thought about it alot and came to a nice conclusion. i wanted the memories not to end. but then i thought about the bad ones..when i was sad..and when i wanted him to be there and he wasnt. and when i was wanting to be the gf he talked about. but i wasnt even close. and i opend my eyes and stoped crying and thought i have such a greet guy infront of me. he treats me how i have always wanted to be treated. he cares about me. and he shows it. i love seeing him and talking to him. and those hugs he gives me are so wonderful. and i kept thinking why am i waisting my time thinking about the past with josh when i sohuld be thinking about now with kc. i cant wait for things to go farther with me and kc. and i am over josh now. and i think i was holding on to those memories cuz i loved being something to someone.. but i wasnt worth netihng to him..and to kc i am. so thank u to everyone that helped me through this.. i just had to take time to think. kc ur wonderful and u mean alot to me already. and to josh...well there is nothing to u exept those memories were fun..and good luck with everything.
<3

dunno what i am ganna do..

Wed, 04 May 2005 01:50:42 GMT

ever felt like ur unwanted by ur mom? feel like she doesnt have time for her own kids? i havnt seen my mom for over a month. and she doesnt even care..i called her yesterday and i asked her why we didnt see eachother this weekend and she said she was to busy. she didnt call or nething. then mothers day is coming up.. i said so r ug anna have time to see me and mark this weekend u kno for mothers day and stuff..and she said no i have to work. its hard going 2 weeks without seeing her..1 month is no problem. i have gotten used to her not calling..i have gotten used to her not wanting to see us..1 month is gnana turn to 3 months..3 is ganna go to 6..and so on. and one day she is ganna wanna see me..and i am not ganna wanna see her. she says its so hard us not living with her. and us not seeing her tat mnuch, but she doesnt do a thing about it. this will be the first mothers day not being with her. and simply i dont care..
sorry for complaining i just needed to get my feelings out.
<3

Mon, 02 May 2005 04:11:47 GMT

one thing to add.. kc u are more then perfect. <3

Mon, 02 May 2005 01:56:58 GMT

wow..i havent updated for a long time..i forgot my password. hmm this last weekend me and jamie and some ppl threw a surprize party for our girl KASSI. it was cool..her mom got us a limo, and it was white..pimp. then we went to dinner and after that we just drove around for hella long time. it was alot of fun. then we came back to my house and she opend the door and there was ppl in my house for her surprize party. it was really cool.people showed up a bit late but it was ok. i hope she had fun..
Well me and josh are over..at first it was hard cuz i really like the guy. but now i am over it. its for the best. it was a wonderful 3 months that we were "together" but i am looking for a comentment and he isnt..so its for the best, and plus me and wonderful kc have a thing goin on. major sweet guy. i hung out wtih him a few times this weekend.. hmm what els is new..well i cant tihnk of nething.. so i will write in here later.

<3

2 days.

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 02:44:36 GMT

the last two days have been fucking weird. so i guess ppl think i am an alcholic, slut, and a bitch.. and for the ppl that said that why dont u stop saying shit behind my back and say it to my face. the ppl that said it dont even fucking kno me. u kno who u are. now my dad wont stop yelling at me.. he doesnt trust me i guess.. i cant wait to leave this place. 4 more days and i am gone for 4 days. i can get away from ppl. i wish kassi josh jamie anthony and julie were coming wtih me tho. they seem like the only ppl that dont talk shit about me. u kno the girl that said i was an acholic slut bitch.. she doesnt even talk to me. she needs to keep her fucking mouth shut. u kno who the fuck u are u scared ass bitch. i fucking asked u aobut it and u looked like u were gnana poop ur pants. KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT BITCH. and for the guy that told me.. start telling the truth. u say u wanan change shit and u are sorry well stop saying shit about me and maybe this never would have happend. fuck i hate high school. i hope ppl have a better week then i am so far. and if neone would like to make it better go ahead and try.
sorry for the bitching i am just in a bad mood.

what a crazzzzy thought.

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 03:38:45 GMT

so today i went to lunch with Steven V. it was fun. I still like Josh, and i think things are going good.. i was a little confused for a few days but not nemore. i like him and thats it. acually i like him alot. and no guy will fuck that up.
toamrrow i am pretty sure we are gnana hang out aknd i am excited. cuz when i am with him he makes me really happy. spring break i am leaving for 5 days and i am ganna miss Kassi Julie Crystal and josh more then nething. and everyone els.
.Josh is ganna give me his boxers so i can sleep in them.. kass is ganna give me her shirt, and julie is giving me a stuffed animal and crystal is gnana give me a blanket. i will my loves.
Kayla is leaving and i am really sad about it. but i tihnk it mite be best.. u kno? like if she is happier there then i guess i gotta be happy for her. even tho she has been there for me threw alot of shit and we have gotten close and then drifted and then came back.. but she means alot to me and i am sad that she is ganna move so far. I LOVE U SO MUCH KAYLA!!!
well i love u and i will write more in a few days.
<3

Amazing.

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 02:13:07 GMT

is so weird how much ppl have an impacked on what ur day will be like.. u look at the guy u like,and he hugs u. ur day gets 10 times better. u see ur bestfriend and she gives u the biggest hug cuz she is happy to see u.. 20 times better. u get told u look pretty that day. have a fun lunch, have a wonderful bus ride home.getting my postcard from chris. today was a good day. so was yesterday. seeing her and seeing him makes things better all the time. Me and kass have been going to the Y lately. i like it way better then the schools.. u dont feel like everyone is watching u and u acually can work out. its cool. i feel like i am getting in better shape, and i am finally ganna try really hard to get my V. its ganna be tyte! i cant wait for summer.. kasi is ganna heve the PIMPTOE and we are ganna pimp that shit out. spinners,lights,baby pink, seat covers. the hole deal. neone makes fun of it. well they can fuck off. its ganna be pimp. Even tho today was a good day..my uncle called me and he was pretty upset. my aunt cheated on him, left him after 25 years or so..now engaged, moved away. and doesnt care nemore. what a wonderful woman! so my uncle has been sick for a long time now..and he went to the docters and they think he has MS. i love him soooooo much! he is like another dad to me. he doesnt deserve ne of this. of anyone does its her. she is so selfish. o well.. things will get better i hope. i am going there for spring break for a while.
<3

so far.

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 09:04:39 GMT

so far the break has been very nice.
Friday*
-went to fred myer and stuff with kass, met up wtih Crystal K.
- Went to Crystal's attempted to stay the nite there...
- her mom told us to leave cuz we went to the shell station at like 12 and i guess we wernt sopposed to go newere..
- got home..me and kass fell alseep..
Saturday*
- Woke up
- around 5 or so Kassi, Danni, Nick, James, Kyle, and Kayla all came over. had a partyyyy
- ordered hella pizza!! me and danni ate the most
- boys left.. girls stayed. exept for kayla.. she left
- kassi passed out around 1 i think, and me and danni stayed up and talked and made hella good cup cakes. it was good talkin wtih her. i miss her!!
Sunday*
- Church wtih danni and kassi
- Came back, danni went home.. me and kass went to the mall with jamie and T dawg..
- i got new jeans..
- came home.. slept/cleaned..
- kass is here and we are now waiting for lovely josh and justin to come join our orgy..
Have a good nite and new day.
<3

well

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 01:30:17 GMT

well i got grounded from the comp and tv tell the 12th bcuz i had ppl over as in nick jeff marc josh justin luck andrew and anthony. my dad woke up and found out..so i told him that they had no were to go and they were ganna stay here tell there ride got here. so i talked my way out of being grounded tell the 16th. i tohught i did pretty darn good. and now look i am on the comp and he doesnt kno and i watched some of the superbowl.but if u would like to talk just give me a call on my house phone.. 425 482*6810 or 425*482*6805
I went to Julies surprise party.. witch was good but then it got kinda boring.. mostly cuz the guys left.. Josh and Andrew thought it would be funny to spray me with silly stiring. haha not at all funny to me tho. o well.. then me and kass came back here and we talked for like 5 hours about everything.. tears came and everything it was a really good talk. i love her.
but here is the top 10 hottest guys.. we have decieded.
-Matt Marriot
-Brendon Brown
-Alex Vangundy
-JOSH GREENE
-Andrew Quava
-Scott Rowand
-Scott P.
-James Knowles
-Kevins Brother
-Brett Meier
...sorry if we spelt ur names wrong. ur fucking hot
* PRAY FOR JOSIE *

ClAsSeS.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 04:46:40 GMT

so first period is dumb but spencer is in it so that tyte. and 5th period office ta is lame, but o well.. and well 6th is gay to exept i have anthony in there. so yah classes this semester are ganna be lame. i got my lunch changed to witch sux but o well.. kassi is gnana try and get hers changed to. at least a beautful guy has it. Wendsday going shopping with my beautiful kass cant wait for that.. and thats about it.

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last nite

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 22:25:24 GMT

Kyle and Tim came and banged on my window witch woke me up, and scared the hell out of me. then my dad herd them and yelled at me, so he told mark to go outside and tell them to leave..then i got up, and talked to chris tell 3 in the morning... i think i feel asleep on the fone tho it was weird. and i woke up at 9 45 and got ready for church, and left at 10 15. now i am just filling out app's for a job, cuz if i get a job i get a cell and i need one bad!!!
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last nite

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 22:37:28 GMT

Crystal K. came over, we hung out for a while. then Kassi joined us around 9, and same with jeff. Jeff and Crystal stayed tell 11, and kassi stayed the nite like she usually does. at around 2 Josh and Justin came over.. they stayed tell 5 30 ish. we put make up on them and made them ware skrits.. it was cute. haha. we watched a movie... and then justin and kass fell asleep so me and josh played uno, witch he cheated on. it was a wonderful nite i must say
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weekend.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 00:14:03 GMT

Friday- drunk. and hung out wtih kassi.
Saturday- had saturday school. hell. got a head ach from friday.. hung out wtih kassi, went with my mom, and then went to marcs house with kassi josh and scott. that was fun.
Sunday- tired. had to go to church.
i have to get a job..

everything is working out!
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as i sit here..

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 00:07:22 GMT

i wounder why i am making the choice i am making. he is so wonderful, and so nice to me, and yet i just want to be friends? whats wrong with me!? i really dont want to make him sad.. he means so much to me. i am sorry! <3

wellll

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 01:43:41 GMT

i am ganna be so fucked for finals. o man. the PE one is the only one i am hella worried about.. i guess more and more ppl think i have changed.. witch sux cuz i havnt noticed it. so i am sorry to everyone.
* chris ur wonderful!
TA TA!

what a life to live.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 06:45:57 GMT

i havnt updated in awhile..
me and some ppl arnt on good terms nemore.. witch really sux cuz she was one of my bestfreinds.. i dont really understand were things went wroung but i guess thing happen for a reason.
my mom has been a bitch lately.. she seems to only care about mark. she doesnt understand that all this is hard on me too. ppl say i should talk to her aobut it.. but think about it.. can u really have a conversation with a person that is drunk? its like impossible and if u do.. then they wont remember it later so whats the point. o well i guess..
me and kassi still hang out hella.. she is so wonderful. she seriously is the funnest person to be around.. she makes me forget about everthing thats going wroung in life and makes me happy! i love her!
Me and Chris have a thing going on a guess u could say. i adore that kid. he is the nicest guy i have ever met, once again he is one of those ppl that make u happy all the time. we were sopposed to hang out a couple of times this weekend but it looks like thats not working out.. tonite he said the sweetest thing to me.. i just love him!
i am so stressed about finals coming up.. thats all the teachers have been talking about lately!! o my. and i only can pass my pe class if i pass the final. and my physics class is stressing!! o my.
i will write more later.. kinda just an update.
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wonderful wonderful wonderful!!

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 04:16:42 GMT

this last weekend was sooo much fun!! i hung out with kassi ever day of it. and i am soo happy cuz with out her i wouldnt of had as much fun!
Highlights of the weekend
* basketball game!!
* Metting up with Jeff and James to go TP jamie. and then us getting caught.
* 2:00 am. SNOWBALL fight with lil bitches. me and kassi gtting our ass's kicked by 6 yr. old and 11 yr old.
* Tpied some random person's house.
* Going to down town bothell.. finding out tanning place was closed. freazing, and had to wait for the bus forever!!
* Metting up wtih James at 12 ish.. thinking about walking to anthonys, but then changing our minds and coming here.
* woke up to a TON of snow!! got kassi out of bed
* played in it with jeff and kassi
* built a HUGE snowman. 8 feet!! it took 6 ppl!
* Kassi stayed the nite..
* went to school and saw a lovely boy by the name of CHRIS DENNIS.
I hope school gets canceled so i can have another good day. and hope that kassi comes to play and chris will join us.
<33!

better then i thought.

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:56:35 GMT

so he likes someone els witch is better maybe.. i was pist more then sad cuz he couldnt tell me him self but o well.. all i can say is he needs to grow up. me and mike are talking again witch is good.. at least we can be friends. monday was really good i was happy it was weird, and then today well it was good up tell 5th period. but kassi cheared me up after school.. i love her. well i shall write more later.
I LOVE YOU!!!
oo and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICA!!